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[Mar. 27th, 2006|07:31 pm] |
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PSSA's are finally over.....................Thank-god!
Saturday ♥
Woke up extremely early in the morning, like 7:30 a.m.! I felt sick, but I still had to go to my dads.. I ended up going to my dad's around 9.. Did nothing but teach my little sister how to play candy land, and chutes and ladders.. Around 5, I went to my mom's work, got something to eat at sheetz, picked up Kathleen, came here changed really fast, and went and saw Footloose at 7..
Sunday ♥
Woke up around 9 a.m. and felt really really sick so I skipped church and went back to bed.. I was on and offline all day long.. I pretty much slept a lot and was just a lazy son of a bitch..
Today ♥
Went to school around 7:25.. Walked around with Kathleen and Mindy before homeroom.. Today was pretty boring.. I am sick of doing nothing in my classes, even though I like not having homework.. Today was the last day of the PSSA's.. it was ok.. I guess.. When I came home today I got online and talked to Kathleen and a few other people.. Also, Brittny called me today... we talked for a little bit.. I wish her and I would start hanging out again.. but I dont know...
Well I am gonna go.. I still dont feel to good.. MUAH! |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2006|07:20 pm] |
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Hi.. So yeah.. I decided to make yet another journal.. Haha I will use it for a while and then you know, I will forget about it and yeah.. whatever..
I need something to just get everything out in so I guess this journal is the perfect place..
Ok so this week at school has been PSSA week.. Talk about stressing.. The first day of Math was pretty easy I felt very confident in myself.. The first day of English was so-so.. I mean my teacher wasted about half and hour passing stuff out so I had to rush at the end but whatever.. Today, the second day of math was terrible.. I am completely scared out of my mind that I am going to fail the PSSA's.. On monday my English teacher basically told us that she only counts on a few of us passing.. Who the hell tells people that? Eww I hate school and the PSSA's..
Last night Shane came over to fix my computer.. I was looking forward to him coming over for a long long time.. I was soo nervous before he came over it wasnt even funny.. Things didnt go to good when he came over.. I was pretty shy and kinda bitchy.. I was really tired and in a I know everything mood which was horrible.. He wasnt at my house to long, but I enjoyed him being there.. I wish he wouldnt have left as soon as he was done fixing my computer, I wish he would have stayed and that I could have just talked to him and really got to start to know him.. but that didnt happen.. He left and I wanted to just hug him, but resisted because he doesnt see me how I see him so yeah didnt want to push things and whatever.. When he was walking out to his truck I stood at the door and tears just started pouring down my face as I watched him go.. I cried for an hour after he left because I knew I fucked things up for myself yet once again.. But out of it all I think I have finally realized that Shane will never like me?
But yet, I dont know if I will get it through my skull.. Shane was always the person that told me to follow my heart... and I am following my heart.. it is taking right to him and telling me not to leave just stand by his side.. but I have liked Shane for a really long time now and nothing has happened.. and I just dont know what to do anymore..
Ugh stuff is soo confusing!!
Well I am gonna go make my journal pretty!!
Tiffany |
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